Wednesday, June 26, 2013

in the beginning

June 2013

I decided that I wanted to start writing in this blog again.  I am not sure why.  maybe so i can type better?  no I think i want to have a way to chronicle the things that I am going through and feeling.  i was looking for the book an unquiet mind and I could not find my copy, I wanted something to help me feel better about the struggles I have.  I want to know that I can get through this and be successful. I want to know that I can be bi-polar and still be able to help other people.  I am not really ready to write at the moment I just had to get started with something so I knew I could do it.  I should be writing this, you know like pen and paper.  That is way i have done it before.  I think I would get caught that way.  I cant let anyone know what I am really thinking or feeling that is the secret that is mine.